The problems have begun to surface. Can't run away from it now. Never thought they would come so quickly I can barely see what's happening ahead of me. And I never bothered to think about it, till this week. Thought I might be able to take it easy or in a stride, as I walked within the compound, it got deeper. So long yet so fast. Its already Tuesday night. We had our last games pe lesson (my fav fav of all lessons) and ofcourse, the PE lessons with our fav class. 05S**. It was hard to accept it and take it up, but now I realise its much more harder to place it back down, could I ever do it? Perhaps I've overestimated my own courage and adaptability. When its time, I will, but I know it isnt'. Leaving would be my greatest regret, and one more step, I'll fall into a rut and might never be able to come out of it. Our days are numbered. How much more time could we spend together? I LOVE 06A03 and my fellow pioneers. "the day i knew you would leave, i can barely breathe.."