Its so sad so think how we're judging our lives based on numbers. The more people try, the harder they fall. These things may not f*cking reflect a thing about you, but honestly, despite how you want to dissociate yourself from it, you know it is equals to your life at this point in time. Everybody wants to give up. Everybody wants to break down. Everybody has maxed themselves out. But does anyone really give a damn? Does anyone really think of what it means to you? Its makes my stomach sick to go to school each day and listen to the same damn thing. Information comes out of your head as soon as it goes in. Days and days of studying boils down to nothing. I see the same sad faces all the time. Trying to be happy when they're not. The hardest part of it, is stuffing the cruel fact down your damn throat when you haven't even understood why or how it happened. It's bothering not only me, but so many of you. I can see your thoughts wandering away sometimes, reminding of the struggle in academics. You can pretend, cry, smile, laugh, do nothing about it, frown, scream, shrug us off your shoulders, but no one will ever know the real reason behind it. WHY? Basically cause we're starting to go downhill and into the sharpest point of our lives now. Everyone has to go through this, just a matter of how well we're dealing with it. Apparently, not good at all. To those who are coping well with stress and all, congratulations. To the majority whom are not, all I have to say is...take it as the wake-up call, a slap in our faces, and DO SOMETHING (suicide/expulsion is out of the question thou), ANYTHING BUT NOTHING! Maybe when the dark days and lowest periods are over, we'll all be happier people. I try to take one day at a time, but it's all coming down on me at once.
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